i'm feeling it!

yup, i am definitely feeling Christmas!!! the breeze is so cool that i have to wear long sleeves and pajamas. i'm loving it!!!

this afternoon we went to the mall and bought stuffs for the kids' exchange gifts and did some pre-Christmas shopping. i bought this cool dress i'll be wearing for the church Christmas party! tomorrow if i won't forget, i'll be posting pics of my new dresses!

i am excited for Christmas but somehow a bit sad. my husband won't be home for Christmas this year. i miss him so much and the kids miss him too. the kids are always looking for him (especially the youngest). she's always asking me when daddy is coming home. i don't know if they have an idea that this same season last year, their dad came home. it's so sad that he's not here. but next year, hopefully, he will be celebrating the holidays with us :)

miss you so much EDWARD! i love you so much!! ♥