Enigma of the Heart

DARK ELF (MAGE)

DEKAN (DRAGON FIGHTER)

DHAN (ASSASSIN)

ELF (HEALER)

HALF-ELF (ARCHER)

HUMAN (KNIGHT)

cool, eh? before you get started make sure your pc meets these system requirements:

Windows 2000, Windows 98 SE, Windows XP SP 2 or Windows 2003 SP 2
Intel Pentium 4 2.4 GHz, AMD Sempron 2.0 GHz
512 MB or more of RAM
128 MB 3D video card like Geforce FX or Radeon 9600
6.0 GB free HD space
AC '97 compatible
DirectX 9.0c version or higher

now to the game. i've registered for the closed beta account but i haven't played much. my character is a dhan and i've reached until level 20 only. that time i was still playing another online game... anyway, now that they've opened the beta version a lot of players have been engaged to this game. before they only have 2 servers, now they've added 3 more to accomodate players. the first character i've created was a dark elf but i was dissatisfied with the skills so i changed it again to dhan. i think dhan is the best character of all. well, i'm just starting to play rohan and i'll learn more as i continue to dig it haha.

this is me

once when i was playing there was another player who approached me, invited me as friend and asked to be in his party. we had a little chit-chat while killing monsters and asked me what type of dhan my character is. i don't know what he's talking about really, and told me to choose only one stat to focus on, whether strength or agility (for dhan) and to concentrate on 3 buffs and an attack skill. i'm not sure whether to follow his instructions or not. i'll just find out for myself if what i did was wrong. he told me to change my character or it will be too late. i don't know but i like mine the way it is.

in the game, to get good items aside from buying from the item shop you can also fish for it. literally.

fishing

i know this might be another of those i'm-interested-in-doing-now but get bored with it soon. well, i'm just starting, and it's too early to say... :)

i've been kinda busy these past few days. i'm learning different things and neglected to update my blog. my random thoughts are having difficulty focusing on which "thing" of greater importance should i study first. i get too overwhelmed by the information i feed my mind and i'd like to learn everything instantaneously.

first off is basic web designing. I grew fond of this subject for i acquaint myself of the internet and social networking all the time and i've seen myself dissatisfied of cheesy or childish or "emo" type of layouts that they have on the net for free. i'd really like to make one for my own. so for the past 3 days i'm studying HTML coding and CSS. i've learned much of the pretty basic important stuff to building a website. i've tried working on a couple of trial HTML and CSS and were surprised that it wasn't difficult to do as i thought it was. it's actually fun to learn and interesting to master.

second is the historical and archaeological evidences of the Bible. reasonably, the Bible's truth is authentic. Scholars, archaeologists and people devoted to this study has bear witness of its validity. therefore, it's irrational to refute its authenticity. there may be some parts of the Bible that needs to be verified- i mean historically- but the Bible is consistent with its truth and message: the salvation of mankind. there have been evidences of how historically the Bible took place, and archaeological artifacts prove that it all happened. apparently, the study made me feel revived in my faith. i'll update this site with infos about this topic. i'll be doing a thorough research of it haha.

honestly while learning these things i realized my hunger for learning. perhaps the lack of finances leading to being a college undergrad made my brain crave for information- like an emptiness that needs to be filled. i'm interested in learning many different things, that oftentimes i cannot concentrate on learning one thing at a time. there are days when i feel like researching and studying any subject that caught my curiousity then i suddenly get bored. :) don't know why, but maybe too much learning makes jack a dull boy!

i'm not really a deep, intellectual person. it's just that i love learning that's all...

yesterday wasn't really so bad... i was surprised by my husband with an unanticipated birthday package- a dozen pink roses and a cuddly stuffed bear.






and i thought that i would be having a black and white birthday. i did, but my friends came over to celebrate with me! though all i can afford was halo- halo, we still had loads of fun :)






it was so nice having them since my day was a little gloomy. i just thought that this is life, this is all but natural and inspite of the crisis i still received a present. i guess i should learn to be content of what i have... hehe.

anyway, i thank God for the protection and blessing for the past year, and now He's given me another year to fulfill His plans and to accomplish my mission. i will try to be more focused on my goals and try not to waste my time lol. my birthday is like new year where i make resolutions and hopefully not break them. i hope to see a better me as i turn a year older- in all aspects of life. i hope to attain eventually the ambitions i have for myself and for my family. i pray for prosperity, more blessings and protection for the year ahead.

i will be a victor in life, for i believe "i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" Philippians 4:13

i just thought that there was something in store
only to find out that it was nothing.
i've kept my hopes up, anticipating
when all of a sudden i realized it was all just in vain.
i trusted, i believed
but you only broke your promise.
i thought that i can be assured
from the words that comes from your lips
when you seal it with your love
and secure it with faith
i grasped the words
and they were all but lies
while i gave my heart to you
you were just untrue
now no hope was left
i'm gone out frustrated.

it's a coincidence that i found this poem i've written so many years ago. it's Holy Week, and this poem i'd like to share is about Jesus. i've been a Christian for 15 years already, and i admit i still sin. but God's grace is more than the sin i commit. that doesn't mean you can continue sinning, for we have to remember that God is holy and as His children we have to be holy. God has given us the Holy Spirit to guide us in our ways and to nudge us everytime we meet temptations on the way or sin as if we aren't aware. this is how i describe God's love that i pray you will experience as well. my prayer is for your life to be touched by the Hands of the Mighty God and to encounter Him in your life.

the very first poem that i've written, dated December 01, 1999. (I was a high school then) I was inspired when I wrote this, and you'll know why and to whom... well, something like that.